Overwhelmed
I was in my alma mater today .. and incidentally got talking with an MBBS student .. she was awed when she heard I was a past MBBS student from the same college and now MD Pediatrics with a Fellowship in Pediatric Endocrinology.. somehow I felt undeserving of that emotion .. Am I a big deal in the medical world ? What has it really translated into ? I have all these years of training and labour and sweat .. has it shaped me better, have I evolved or have I also embibed cynicism and a touch of bitterness on the way ? She went on to ask me what had kept me motivated to achieve what I have .. and I muttered something about it not being as great as it appears. . she was a little disbelieving .. I told her it's been a long and arduous journey .. and Im still to see the light at the end of the tunnel. She opened up about her problems then .. being holed up in a roomful of 10 in a strange city; facing sleep...